Thursday, June 26, 2008
My loving friend.
Hello readers,
Since Ryna hasn't been I just wanna say, before I start pouring my feelings out about my little best friend here, I just want you guys to know that what I'm gonna say here are all facts and not made up. Whatsoever's been said in here, in this blog, Ryna's blog should just stay in this blog. Also, forgive me if my English's fugly. I know I got decent marks for English but at times I just.. ugh.
So, to start it off.. her name is Sarina Shafiee. Just turned 16 last 18th May. She's just less than a month older than me. And, she's got the same birtdate as my little sister. What a coincidence. Speaking of that Rynn, I'll give your present soon, yes? Haha better late than never.
Anyway, I call this best friend of mine by the name Ryna or Rynn. I've known her since Form 3 in 2006 which was 2 years ago. She was always there for me, through thick and thin. She is always there to help me with anything from homeworks to family matters to relationships and oh so much more. She gives me advices which are all worth it. She gives me her opinions although it hurts like fcuk but, hey honesty is always the best policy. Ryna listens to you when you need an ear, she's there if you need a shoulder to cry on and she lends a helping hand if you need one. She'll treat you nice if you treat her like sugar and she'll treat you like spice if you treat her like hfgfrfgrnfrgnr. She was also the first whom I called and burst into tears on the phone when I ended my relationship. And remember the time when I couldn't take it anymore at school and break down and cry? Haha you shoulda seen your worried face ;p Those were the days..thanks, Rynn.
Dedicated to Ryn:
I just wish that there would be someone out there to remove the pain from her. To suck all the venom in her. For 2 whole years, my precious Ryna's heart's been aching. I know that she laughs her heart off sometimes but I know that deep down she's still hurting. I just wish I could give you this charm or medicine that would heal your broken heart. I'm sorry you've to go through this but I want you to know that there would always be someone out there who's worth to be with waiting and you're not alone. Okay? We'll always be here for you. Fee, Me and the others. Just reach out.
I know that no one could ever replace him but we're still young and so we should have fun and take risks. As we go through stages in life, we grow and that make as mature. Thats just the way how life is suppose to be. Nothing last forever. Nothing's perfect and so are you, and everyone else. I want you to know that. I know that you know what I'm saying here but just to remind you once again. Its been years and here we best friends are, still single and crushing and loving it.
All in all, I just wanna say: Thank you Ryn, for everything. And I'm sorry if I've ever hurt you (I'm sure I have) in the past, present and future. I wish that we would stay friends always, whenever, wherever we are. I know that there would be times that I never really pay attention to you but that doesn't mean that I forgot all about you. Maybe that just means I need tome with whoever or something's bothering me or I need to back off or whatever. But at the end of the day, it'll be you and Fee whom I will turn too. I want you to know that.
Last but not least, I want you to know that I will always love you, no matter what. Keep that in your mind, bizatch! hahahahahaha :D Smile always & stay positive, okay?
Love always,
Jeebs♥
Jeebs♥
s&c wrote on 11:20 PM.
